Ok I haven't posted here for a long long time and didn't think I ever would again. But I really need a place to vent where my dad doesn't check and since he is on my fucking facebook I can't post there. I AM SO DONE WITH BEING HERE!! My dad is pissing me off to the point where I am having night terrors!! My anger is actually seeping into my fucking DREAMS!! He came home from my grandmothers the other day after being gone for a day and has not stopped pissing me off ever since. First thing he did when he came home was scream at me because there was a fucking frying pan in the sink!! WHERE THE HELL ELSE WOULD YOU PUT IT BEFORE WASHING IT FUCKTARD?! He told me that he didn't want it in the sink because he couldn't make coffee if it was in there...what the fuck?! So I said I was sorry and he slammed the pan on the counter. I went to sit on the couch and he stormed off into my room and started throwing shit around! Then I came into the room and he picked up the two plates I had in there and smashed them on my fucking bed! Then he screamed at me some more and shoved me into the wall before slamming my bedroom door shut and leaving me to clean all the broken glass out of my bed! Then today I went to work and was there for eight hours. So I came home tired and grumpy just wanting to listen to some music. So I put on my headphones to indulge in the last fucking joy I have left in this shit-hole and he turns his music on and blasts it through his computer speakers so loud that I couldn't hear my own fucking music! There was no reason to do that! If he wanted to listen to his music he has a perfectly good functional pair of headphones just like I do! I never blast my music out loud! BECAUSE THAT WOULD BE FUCKING RUDE!! So I got up to go run off to my room which is the only place I can get some fucking semblance of peace and he says "So you're going to your room *huff* fine whatever." HE WAS FUCKING PISSED AT ME FOR GOING TO MY FUCKING ROOM!!!! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!! Why is he incapable of living with another human being?! He has no right to complain about shit considering that he hasn't had a job in six fucking years and all he does is sit on his ass at the computer or lay on his ass in his room!! So now all he does is bitch and moan about EVERYTHING!! I'm the only one of us bringing any money into this fucking apartment, I'm the only one who has to work, I'm the only one who has to pay any bills!! SO WHY IN THE NAME OF ALL THINGS HOLY IS HE BITCHING?! If he is so miserable without a job maybe he should get off his ass and FIND ONE!!